We were actually told that if we don't like it we should leave. Yes, by management. How fucked up is that.
I need to start trying to let shit like this go...The fuck that said this is leaving in less than 3 months.
Enough of that...
I am still reading The Body Fat Solution. It is really helping me out a lot. Last night I was thinking about the last month & the ups & downs in eating & working out...the remaining part of this post is about that...
April was bad in that I didn't work out the way I wanted to. I whined about it. I resented the commitment of it. I ate more than I should and made excuses for it.
However, April was still good. I did workout enough to maintain strength & endurance in my running. I ate clean often enough that I didn't gain weight. Not a single pound.
I have a new perspective on what it is going to take to meet my goals and I'm ready to conquer that last 8 to 12 lbs. I can look in the mirror and like what I see & I know it's going to get even better.
I'm going into May ready to continue on this journey & FINISH IT (not in May but that's a start). Wendy & I talked about setting a deadline. I'm shooting for 1 July. I can do this for 8/9 more weeks.
I'm going to kick ass!
3 comments:
Deb, I'm so sorry you got that response from management. That sucks.
Your attitude, however, does not suck. Not in the least. Two months to goal sounds totally reasonable and achievable. Keep up the good work!
Go, Deb! You are doing great. I think it is perfectly normal to wax and wane in a commitment this large (or maybe it just validates my waxing and waning, lol). At any rate, I am dying to see some pics!
That sucks about management, but I've learned that they are mostly just tools, so, yeah, whatever. We need to keep work in its appropriate perspective, you know? I used to think I could get a lot of personal satisfaction from my career - but, um, not really. I do at times but it's very inconsistent. I know you understand that.
Hang in! xox
Yeah, nice to feel appreciated, huh? Sheesh.
I am rereading the book, too, Deb. It's always helpful!
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