I have this urge to blog but don't have anything to blog about. Just like I felt this inate need to post a comment on Marie's blog. I must blog. I must comment. What's that about?
So I had that stupid break down at work almost a week ago. People are treating me like I had the plague or something. People (different people) keep asking me if I'm feeling better. I am completely embarrassed by my behavior & want to crawl under a rock.
On the lighter side, I was telling a friend of mine that I think the Zoloft was giving me a headache (I took it again this morning & my headache is back) & that all I wanted to do this morning was blow my head off. She thought I meant like take a gun & blow my brains out; suicidal like. Right away she wanted me to run over & see my doctor. I meant that my head hurt so bad that blowing my head off would make it stop. I almost wet myself because I was laughing so hard.
I told my doc about the headache. He didn't seem to think it's the Zoloft. I'm not taking it anymore.
I do have to admit that I feel better about things now that I've realized that after my surgery I won't know most of the people I work with. Most of the military leadeship is changing in May & June. It will be like going to a new job. Maybe things will change. It's something to look forward to.
Guess I had more to post about than I thought.
2 comments:
I think blogging is a healthy form of self-expression and a good way to get some perspective on what's going on with you. Plus I wish you all would BLOG MORE OFTEN so I had something to read besides the stupid board at the Ya's, hah.
I don't blame you on the zoloft. I would ask the doc about welbutrin. One of the side effects is weight loss, did you know that? My MD said some people take it just for that reason!
I hate reading the Yas lately. Ugh. What video instructor looks the best? Whose arms do you like?
As if those workouts got the instructors their bodies! hahahaha! hahahaha!
Anyway, I am glad for you that it's almost switcheroo time for the AF. I do D was ecstatic when he got a new commander last time around -- the other one was a putz, and the new one is cool. I hope it works out for you this time around.
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