Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Post about nothing (maybe not)

I have this urge to blog but don't have anything to blog about. Just like I felt this inate need to post a comment on Marie's blog. I must blog. I must comment. What's that about?

So I had that stupid break down at work almost a week ago. People are treating me like I had the plague or something. People (different people) keep asking me if I'm feeling better. I am completely embarrassed by my behavior & want to crawl under a rock.

On the lighter side, I was telling a friend of mine that I think the Zoloft was giving me a headache (I took it again this morning & my headache is back) & that all I wanted to do this morning was blow my head off. She thought I meant like take a gun & blow my brains out; suicidal like. Right away she wanted me to run over & see my doctor. I meant that my head hurt so bad that blowing my head off would make it stop. I almost wet myself because I was laughing so hard.

I told my doc about the headache. He didn't seem to think it's the Zoloft. I'm not taking it anymore.

I do have to admit that I feel better about things now that I've realized that after my surgery I won't know most of the people I work with. Most of the military leadeship is changing in May & June. It will be like going to a new job. Maybe things will change. It's something to look forward to.

Guess I had more to post about than I thought.


Anonymous said...

I think blogging is a healthy form of self-expression and a good way to get some perspective on what's going on with you. Plus I wish you all would BLOG MORE OFTEN so I had something to read besides the stupid board at the Ya's, hah.

I don't blame you on the zoloft. I would ask the doc about welbutrin. One of the side effects is weight loss, did you know that? My MD said some people take it just for that reason!

Wennndy said...

I hate reading the Yas lately. Ugh. What video instructor looks the best? Whose arms do you like?

As if those workouts got the instructors their bodies! hahahaha! hahahaha!

Anyway, I am glad for you that it's almost switcheroo time for the AF. I do D was ecstatic when he got a new commander last time around -- the other one was a putz, and the new one is cool. I hope it works out for you this time around.

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