I just made apple chicken casserole from Gourmet Nutrition. It was INCREDIBLE!
I want to apologize to all of you for my post yesterday. It wasn't necessary & that's why I deleted it as soon as I got home from work. I was pissed off & tired of dealing with stuff. I was constantly having to defend my lack of attention. When I found yet another email (3 in less than 24 hours) at my office I came unhinged. I do not apologize for what I said to the individual. I do pity her & quite frankly frightens me a little.
My workouts are going well & I am losing weight. I'm very motivated with the daily requirements to log in & track my workouts. There's no feedback but seeing the check marks on the calendar is a classic reward system that apparently works for me.
We've made a decision to sell the house; downsize both our home & our mortgage. John will be 55 in less than 6 months so we're going to move into an age 55 & up community. We have our eyes set on a community about 20 minutes from the shore. Homes are selling for about $150k over there.
If we are able to sell our home & find a home over there our mortgage will be low enough that we will be able to pay the mortgage with my salary alone. John will quit his job & take a part-time job somewhere.
We are going to spend the weekend cleaning our garage & getting the house ready to sell.
For the first time in a long, long time my mind is at peace.