Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Running for my life

I started running again today. My jeans are too tight around my waist & thighs. I weigh 10 lbs more today than I did a month ago. Funny thing? I've had 5 people ask me what I'm doing to lose weight. When I say I've actually gained they look absolutely flabergasted. WTF is that?

I've also started back on my LA Weightloss loss plan. Did you know they went out of business? Yep, I was going to go back & start weighing in again but NOOOOO the are no more. Apparently people want easier solutions--prepared meals & no thinking. LA makes you weigh & cook your own food & pay for the program up front. Unlike Weight Watchers that you pay monthly. I think had LA gone that route they might still be in business.

I'm getting my MR arthrogram on Monday. This will show exactly what the damage is to my shoulder.

I've been thinking a lot about the way I feel about my relationship with John. I feel badly because I know that I've done wrong in my marriage. I have been in a place where I was absolutely miserable & looked for comfort in all the wrong places. I also know that I can't change what has happened.

I'm trying not to look back without not looking at how to move forward.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Good for you on getting back to running! Hopefully you'll start to feel more normal soon.

I do think you need to be gentle with yourself here. What happened, happened. It's done and there's no point in dwelling on it. I should take my own advice!!


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