Now that I've had time to chill, I can't help but wonder what it is he was trying to hide. I'm not interested in what his journal says. Okay, maybe a little curious but who wouldn't be? But it's his journal. But what is he hiding? Is he hiding that he's still carrying on whatever it was that he was doing?
Whatever. I need to leave it alone. I can't work on "us" until I work on me. It's time to work on me. It's time to be about MEMEMEMEMEMEMEME