all over the map

Friday afternoon I hit Costco on my way home from work.  For those of you that don’t have a membership, you can go & eat an entire meal based on the samples they give out.  I was good & only had a piece of a hamburger.  In the snack section they were pushing the Hollywood Cookie Diet.  I’ve seen it advertised but had to ask how a cookie was going to make me lose weight. 

You eat 4 of these 150 calorie cookies & an 800 calorie meal each day.  EIGHT HUNDRED CALORIES! That’s a big fucking meal.  Or a small meal of a lot of shit. 

I put all of our weight equipment on Craigslist.com last week.  I have sold all of my dumbbells & the rack the sit on for $230.  I sold my 50 lb plates for $50. 

I’m really enjoying Traveling Mercies, by Anne Lamott.  Thanks for the recommendation, Wendy!  It makes me LOL.  She believes and behaves a lot like I do.  It’s nice to know I’m not a freak of nature.

I’m sitting here with the sign up page for Lean Eating Program open & waiting to push submit order.  I want to do it.  I really want to do it.  But it’s a lot of money.  UGH!

I didn’t sleep last night so I didn’t go to the gym.  I weighed in…I lost 1 lb from this time last week.  YAY!  Maybe I don’t really need the LEP…I just need to follow directions.